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So it's been several years since I've uploaded anything to dA, but now that I have exponentially greater amounts of free time and new-found confidence in my abilities I've started to draw again.

Right now I'm on a pretty big League of Legends kick.  Between practicing new champions, slipping down the solo queue ladder, and attempting to get better but dying to more ganks, I've decided I must incorporate even MOAR league by drawing huge amounts of LoL fanart.  RIOT PLS, HIRE ME ALREADY.  *lol*

Anyway, I'm also debating whether I should start doing commissions, so I'll just throw this to the breeze.  I can do 5x7" pieces in graphite, ink, colored pencil, watercolor, photoshop, and/or any combination of the above.  Prices will vary depending on media used and overall composition of the request.

Anyway, for all those who don't actually know me in real life and have just stumbled here randomly, I advise you click your heels three times, start watching me, and then drop me a message because I am lonely and want moar friends :D
Ok so I have just returned from Italy

Italy was really awesome and fun.  Clothes and shoes and bags and other fun, leathery products... MMMM.  As well as seeing the works of great artists and the world's best fanart.  Glory to Michelangelo!

However...
I am exhausted.
3 weeks = tiring
Note to self: Vacations must last no more than 2 weeks
I need a vacation from vacation.  Bleh
Also I'm starting to suffer from jetlag.  That never used to be a problem.  ONOEZ im getting old!  *waddles around croaking at young'uns*

Also...
I have about 2... no, 3... no, 4 hundred letters to sort through.
Let's see what came in the mail!

Report cards!  LOL
Guess what grade Beagle gave me after telling me that she would miss me and after giving me some award that I still haven't picked up yet (probably never will) and telling me what an awesomely creative and talented person I am (man she sure can flatter).  That's right, A REALLY LOW GRADE.  Asian fail at any rate.

APs!  LOL!!!

Yeah I'm not even gonna say a whisper of that test result since it was so abysmal.

Anyway I have happily discovered a program that allows me to enjoy my favorite childhood GB/GBC games right here on my DS.  No longer am I restrained to running emulators and roms on the computer -- now I can play Pokemon Crystal and Dragon Warrior III on the crapper.  Squee!!

I hope summer is working out great for the rest of you.  Ciao!
  • Listening to: Italian boy bands
  • Reading: The Judas Strain
  • Watching: Elfen Lied
  • Playing: Pokemon Crystal/FFTA2
  • Eating: Meiji Gummy Chocos
  • Drinking: blood
I've decided to give one more go at UC Davis.

As we bemoaned our college rejections in Economics, a certain buddy of mine told me to appeal.

"It's your dream school, Amanda!  I believe in you!  GO FOR IT!"

Actually, it wasn't as eloquent as that.  It was more like, "I heard UC Davis accepted 20% of its appeals, that's pretty good compared to other schools."

So yeah, 20% is still something right?

I'll regret it forever if I don't do this.

Wish me luck.
  • Listening to: Rick Roll
  • Reading: college things
  • Watching: The Blair Witch Project
  • Playing: Final Fantasy Ring of Fates
  • Drinking: veggie soup
Yay!  I'm getting a new laptop!  Actually tablet PC but whatever

Um now I've narrowed my choice down to two, um, choices.

Fujitsu Lifebook T4220 vs. Lenovo ThinkPad x61t

guh I really hate long names

anyway!

um i'm too lazy to explain it so i'm just gonna give you a link and you guys can explore for yourselves

haha

hongkongphooey.wordpress.com/2…
  • Listening to: Brazil... thing
  • Reading: college things
  • Watching: weebl's stuff
  • Eating: veggies
  • Drinking: soup
So I basically have 4 choices for college.

*NOTE*

I screwed up in high school.  I screwed up a lot.  If you want to know how much I screwed up, then continue reading.  But if you just want to compare GPAs and stroke your ego, go awayyyy

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1. UC Riverside - fairly ripped apart on this one.  They have this FastStart thingy that I can apply for to get all my core science classes out of the way so I can focus on the advanced classes.  They had this really cool welcoming thingy at the LA Westin hotel which really hooked me.  They apparently have a very good medical program.

Unfortunately my cousin went there and my family is probably going to compare the crap out of us, and will snicker behind my back for being an american-born, resident of san marino, college-grad parents kid going to a second-rate UC.  Also the air quality sucks and it's in a ghetto area and... well, it's UCR.

2. UC Santa Cruz - doesn't rate much higher than UCR but meh.  It's a beautiful campus.  It's like living in a national forest.  And living by the beach.  And living in a grassy meadow.  And living in a woodland ravine.  Other than that I don't know much more, except that my family will be prouder of me because I am going to UCSC which is (allegedly) better than UCR.

Oh, but it's also full of pot-smokin' hippies, or so I've heard.  And I have no idea about how strong their biology program is.  Or anything else, actually.  IT'S A TOTAL MYSTERY!  Wait, their astrophysics are top-notch, but goddamnit I am staying as far away from physics as I can.

And their mascot is - get this - THE BANANA SLUG.

W.  T.  F.

3.  UC Merced - guh.  That's all I can say.

I haven't found any info on it anywhere.

Nobody knows anything about it.

It's too new.

The only reason I would go is probably because it's really small and I can learn more from small classes.  Yeah.

Oh yeah and since it's so new it'll be nice and clean and not worn-out :D

4. PCC - or any community college.  It's cheap.  It's close to home.  I can get a guarantee of admission to Davis, which is the dream school that I just got a slap-in-the-face rejection from.  Yeah it stings when bunches of people are like "yeah I got in but there's no way I'm gonna go there" and I'm secretly sobbing inside because I would trade away my soul in an instant for the chance.  I digress; PCC will let me transfer there and I can get my degree from the King of Animal Science Colleges!

Then again, I can transfer from UCR/SC/M too, it'll just be harder (way harder).  And I really want to experience the whole college life thing and live on my own and stuff.  Plus PCC is not exactly new and beautiful.  And it's like high school 1.5.  Gah.

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Yep.  So I basically got rejected from everywhere else.  I'm a pretty crappy student, eh :D

I really will study harder in college though.

I want to be a vet.

That's not gonna happen without a super GPA to help me into those super-selective vet schools.

If not a vet, I'll be some kind of animal researcher.

Again, not gonna be a good career without a grad school degree.

There is no way I'm gonna slack off in college.

...Somebody help me decide.
  • Reading: college things
  • Watching: Whose Line Is It Anyway?
  • Playing: Apollo Justice
  • Eating: oranges
  • Drinking: water
I have such a strong fantasy of traveling back in time.

I want to erase all those mistakes I've made.  I want to redo my life with a little more wisdom.

How could I have been so dumb to throw away so many opportunities?
So many friends, too.
So many things...

I can't stop imagining it.  All those things that I want to change keep replaying in my head.  I keep dreaming up different answers to those scenarios, but they all remind me of one thing: it's not possible.

Time travel isn't possible.
Time travel isn't possible.

TIME.  TRAVEL.  ISN'T.  POSSIBLE.

Then I think of the things I could screw up again.  Maybe I'd never meet any of you.  Maybe I would be part of a different crowd.  That would certainly be sad.

And there's things I don't want to live through again.  The death of my pets, the loss of friends, my parents' illnesses, the shame of my endless embarrassments.

But maybe I could solve those problems, if I could just redo the past.

Why can't I stop thinking about this?
  • Listening to: Investigation 2007
  • Reading: bpal reviews
  • Watching: The Japanese Tradition
  • Playing: Mario Kart
  • Eating: Girl Scout cookies
  • Drinking: water
My babies were delivered in the mail today!
I eagerly... um, went to the bathroom first and then washed my hands.  Then carried the box tenderly to the living room and carefully opened it.

Well, more like massacred it.  The tape is strong!

Then, I lifted the lid and noticed that they had given me a calendar!  Shojo Beat 2008 Calendar.  Yay free stuff!  very interesting... I did not expect anime...

I then unwrapped the bubble wrap with all the finesse of an expert bubble-wrap-unwrapper.  I will pop those bubbles later, yes I will.  ANYWAY, I then lifted out the precious little bottles!

They were smaller than I expected.  Here are the ones that I got.

Snake Oil - it's the most popular so I figure it's gotta be good
Gluttony - candy store?? gotta get it
Blood Kiss - sounds so kink-- err, I mean, awesome
Eclipse - it just sounded like everything I loooove...
O - ahem.  good reviews?  :X
New Orleans - figured I had to try something other than vanilla

They also included a free sample of Dirty.  Wonder what that is.

Anyway, I just put on the Snake Oil.  Umm... it smells a lot like... incense!  And a little soap.  No vanilla.  :(  Unfortunately I just washed my hands with B&BW stuff so I guess the scent is mixing.  Smells... exotic that's for sure.

a little less incensy now... wow now it smells like something I would actually wear... yummy... umm... not sure if I can still smell any vanilla at all but this is good...

*giggles*
  • Listening to: Milkshake
  • Reading: Acts of Worship
  • Watching: random music videos
  • Playing: Apollo Justice
  • Drinking: Jamba Juice
Yosemite was one of the most awesome trips ever
although I'm still a little disappointed that our group was... rather failure-ish.
too lazy to type it now
will explain later if anybody asks
for future yosemite goers:
GET.  WATERPROOF.  STUFF.

anyway valentine's day!
lemme just throw in chinese new year thanks too while i'm at it

thank you DEAREST for the card <33333
i'll only be keeping it forever :heart:

thank you RAPIST for the chocolate
i love marshmallow! *gets groped* argh

thank you MOMMY for... uh, gifts
the brush is very pretty and the other gifts are... nice?

and thank you DADDY for *drumroll*
BPAL!!!!!!!!!
thats right bitches get jealous now
the order should be coming in a few weeks ;)

thank you (FRIEND'S) MOMMY for the awesome things!
omg MICRONS!!! this is like a lifetime supply!
and the combs are so shiny and pretty
and the glasses... well, theyre not my glasses but theyre still sparkly hehehe

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Your typing speed is
130 wpm!
She is faster than 99.2% of Facebook.
Want to see how you compare? Take the Typing Speed test!

take it! take it!

... oh wait, i forgot
YOU LOSERS DONT HAVE FACEBOOK
*machine guns*
  • Listening to: I'm Yours
  • Reading: Acts of Worship
  • Watching: random music videos
  • Playing: Professor Layton and the Curious Village
  • Eating: ice cream
  • Drinking: orange juice
"Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Sloth is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that condemns you to hell."

Greed:  Medium  

Gluttony:  Medium

Wrath:  Medium

Sloth:  High

Envy:  High

Lust:  Very Low

Pride:  High



I wish I didn't want every sparkly new game that comes out.  I wish I wouldn't gorge on chocolate every time I feel a little down.  I wish I wouldn't blow up whenever somebody points out a flaw.  I wish I could push myself to work harder.  I wish I weren't so jealous of anybody who is better than me at something, even if that something doesn't apply to me at all.  I wish I could find out why I think girls are hot even though I know I'm not gay.  I wish I could stop belittling people to inflate my own ego.

It's weird though.  It's easy to tell yourself "don't get so angry, don't get so jealous, don't be so vain and proud."  And so you smile at your mortal enemy.  You ask for advice from the artist you're so jealous of.  You lower your nose and never act any differently towards that uncultured nobody.

Inside, though, you're still screaming insults and curses at your enemy, you're still monstrously green with envy, and the little voice in your head still sneers at the commoners.  It's just all buried inside of you.  How can you stop these sins from manifesting in the first place?  How do you keep them from ruining you from within?
  • Reading: Reader's Digest
  • Playing: Minesweeper
  • Eating: rice
  • Drinking: orange juice
tagged by HaganeOokami
poopface why'd you have to tag bored people :<

Rules
1- Copy and paste these rules into your journal
2- Answer ALL questions as truthfully as possible.
3- Tag people

Questions

1. Top 3 favourite nicknames for yourself
- Chicken
- The Invincible Chicken
- umm... master?

2. Top 3 favourite boys names
- Ash
- Brock
- Mi... Mike

3. Top 3 favourite girls names
- Allison
- Linda
- Amanda

4. Top 3 favourite numbers
- 6
- 13
- 69...99999

5. Top 3 favourite colours
- green
- pink
- black?

6. Top 3 favourite movie villains
- DAVY JONES!!!
- Sadako/Samara
- ...Mewtwo?  T_T

7. Top 3 favourite movie good guys
- Jack Sparrow
- Princess Giselle
- umm... Romeo and Juliet.  mostly juliet cuz she's hot

8. Top 3 favourite video game villains
- *SPOILERS!* Mithos Yggdrasill *END SPOILERS!*
- *SPOILERS!* Godot *END SPOILERS!*
- Dahlia Hawthorne

9. Top 3 favourite video game good guys
- Colette Brunel
- Phoenix Wright
- The Great Mizuti

10. Top 3 favourite animated movies
- Chicken Run
- Spirited Away
- ._. there's a lot more... um.... Lion King?

11. Top 3 favourite live action movies
- Pirates of the Caribbean
- Enchanted
- uhh... but I really like animated...
N1tefox (9:01:08 PM): space balls!
ok that works

12. 3 movies you haven't seen but want to see
- SWEENEY FRIKKIN TODD.
- National Treasure
- 300

13. 3 movies you feel like watching now
-SEE THE ABOVE THREE.

14. Top 3 video games at the momemt
- Tales of Symphonia (will always be #1)
- Phoenix Wright
- Pokemon

15. Top 3 games you want to buy right now
- Super Smash Bros. Brawl
- Twilight Princess
- Final Fantasy VI

16. 3 favourite songs at the moment
- Tales of Symphonia music
- Phoenix Wright music
- Pirates of the Caribbean music

17. Top 3 original characters (yours or anyones)
- I hate OCs with a passion

18. Top 3 hobbies
- browsing BPAL
- minesweeper
- video games

19. 3 least favourite things to do
- homework
- work
- talking with annoying people

20. Top 3 favourite accents
- French
- Cantonese
- Italian

21. Main 3 reasons why you did this quiz
- i'm BORED.
- I'm still bored
- YOUR MOM


oh yeah taggage
I tag everybody who hasn't taken this yet
THATS RIGHT BIT-- *shot*
  • Listening to: explosions
  • Reading: Tangerine
  • Watching: Guiness World Records Top 100
  • Playing: Minesweeper
  • Eating: apples
  • Drinking: orange juice
I'm such a greedy girl.

I want a Game Boy Micro.

Why the hell would I need a Game Boy Micro?  I have a DS.  It plays DS games AND GBA games.  I'd probably lose the Micro in about a day anyway.  And drop it.  And scratch it.

I want Final Fantasy VI Advance.

Why the hell would I need FF6?  I can download it for free and play it on my computer.

I want BPAL perfumes.

Why the hell would I need BPAL perfumes?  I'm not that girly am I?  I already splurged on tons of Bath and Body Works stuff.  I can buy perfume anywhere.  Hell, my shampoo and body wash already smell good; why would I need anything more?

I want a Zelda DS.

Why the hell would I need a Zelda DS?  Dammit, first a Micro, now another DS!  YOU ALREADY HAVE A DS!!!

I want Midnight Pomegranate anything from Bath and Body Works.

Why the hell would I need more lotion?  Rawrg everything from that shop is incredibly addictive... but I think this is my new favorite since they discontinued Sun-Ripened Raspberry.... *INHALE*

I want Prismacolor pencils.

Why the hell would I need colored pencils?  I just got watercolor pencils.  I just got acrylic paints.  But they're so fun to use!  k brb im gonna steal sum1's :P

I'm such a greedy girl.

I should be glad my parents don't let me shop online.

I'd probably buy us out of the house.


--edit---

selfish... so selfish.
  • Listening to: Terra's Theme
  • Reading: Seventeen (don't ask)
  • Watching: Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged
  • Playing: Minesweeper
  • Eating: biscotti
  • Drinking: water
Dying things are very sad.

Letting things die is even sadder.

Taking life for granted is the worst.

There are things that don't have choices or opportunities or life right now.

I should count my blessings...

I should stop casting them away...

Life is too short.

._. skunky...


/edited because that damn prince is influencing me too much


----edit----

i have just discovered the delightful yumminess of a chocolate biscuit.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

rich buttery biscuit smothered in real milk chocolate!

OHHH YEAHHHHHHHHHH~
  • Listening to: Fragrance of Dark Coffee
  • Reading: Le Petit Prince
  • Watching: Asshole Mario
  • Playing: Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney
  • Eating: chocolate BISCUITS
  • Drinking: SOULS! ...coke.
1. Smoked. []
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]
6. Had sex. []
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. []
9. Bought porn. []
10. Done drugs. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. []
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. []
6. Done something illegal. [x]
7. Cut yourself. []
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. []
10. Seen someone die.[]
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

1. Missed curfew. []
2. Stayed out all night. []
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]
4. Been to a therapist. []
5. Snuck out of the house. []
6. Dyed your hair. []
7. Received a ticket. []
8. Been in an accident. []
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

1. Been to a wild party. []
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. []
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. []
4. Had a spring break in Florida. []
5. Sniffed anything. []
6. Wore black nail polish. []
7. Wore arm bands. []
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [x] (ROFLLL)
9. Listened to rap. []
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

1. Dressed Gothic. []
2. Dressed prep.[]
3. Dressed punk. []
4. Dressed grunge. []
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. []
7. Blacked out. [x]
8. Fainted. [x]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

1. Snuck into someone else's room. []
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [x]  (uhh... XD)
4. Dry-humped someone. []
5. Been called a slut. [x]
6. Called someone a slut. [x]
7. Installed speakers in your car.[]
8. Broken a mirror. []
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. []
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 20

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. []
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. [x]
5. Had surgery. []
6. Had an injury. []
7. Gone to court. []
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. []
9. Caught something on fire. []
10. Lied about your age. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 24

1. Owned/rented an apartment. []
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. [x]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. []
4. Got in trouble with the police. []
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [x]
7. Kissed a stranger. []
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. []
9. Been harassed. []
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 28

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. []
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. []
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [x]
7. Drink and drive. []
8. Prank-called someone. []
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. []
10. Cheated on a test. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 33

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

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omg
I'm a bad kid.

...hehehehe
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: water
I did not say that to be politically correct.

I said that because it's easier than typing out "Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!"

Actually, if I hadn't said that, I wouldn't have had to explain myself, therefore making my typing easier.  Sometimes I confuse myself.

Anyway I would like to personally thank everybody for their gifts!
...Except I can't because I've either 1.) eaten it already, or 2.) you were an idiot and forgot to label your present, or 3.) I'm too lazy.

Well, I hope everybody had/is having a nice break.  UGH I detest school.

Mmmm chocolate <3333 I still can't believe Godiva is actually owned by CAMPBELL'S.  That's just wrong.

*sigh* Still tasty.  *SALIVATE*

This has been a strangely literate post.  I blame it on the truffles.

Have a nice new year everybody.  Make a resolution that you can't break mmk ;)
  • Listening to: Indian Nipple Song
  • Reading: college things
  • Watching: Spamalot
  • Playing: Phoenix Wright 3
  • Eating: TRUFFLES
  • Drinking: water
...was very fun
...passed too fast
...was still fun despite not getting pictures
...was fun because we took our own pictures!
...had deafening music
...was decorated very brightly
...blasted us with fog upon entering
...teemed with humanity
...had tasty cookies
...blinded us with lasers
...was cozy
...was very fun
...passed way too fast

it was an amazing evening
it was a lovely party
and you are the most wonderful date <3
thank you for everything...

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I AM A KLUTZ WITH A GIGANTIC FOREHEAD!
lolololololololololololol~~ :)
  • Listening to: Thank You
  • Reading: Robert Frost
  • Playing: My French Coach
  • Eating: dark chocolate pretzels
  • Drinking: water
Thank you everybody for an awesome birthday!

First I get a big tub of body butter from sarah... perfect for winter :D
Then two huge signs from Priscilla... one that says "happy 17th birthday amanda" and the other that says "HUG ME!"
Many bday wishes through 1-4 periods...
Then lunchtime!
Lots of pizza from Interact... thank you Syena for purposely choosing today... or so she says hehe
Then Bobbery and her buddy attack me and then Monica gives me CAKE!  "For my daughter..." oook whatever
then jonathan gives me a stuffed turtle... now named HAZARD!  and a card... which was very cute... thank you :) :)
then syena gave me a hawaiian candle and NAIL POLISH!
and anita gave me a cross-stitching kit and another card... she's totally psychic hehe

Then LASERTAGGING!  Syena, Priscilla, Fiona, and Tiffany all dragged me there and I had NO idea how to play
Priscilla gave me a toadstool lamp (don't ask), Fiona gave me a super cute stuffed dog, and Tiffany gave me DARK CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES OMGGGG @_@
We met Michelle and her friend there!  COINCIDENCE?! I THINK NOT
there were also a bunch of strangers but they were really cool :)
two of the guys were really pro and got like 2003508510859 points
and two more guys kept stalking me and spawnkilling me
my average was like negative 1000 points but thats ok because everything is fun with friends :)

Ok enough rambling... THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR AN INCREDIBLE 17TH BIRTHDAY

<3333 you all :D
  • Listening to: So Close
  • Reading: birthday cards
  • Watching: presents
  • Playing: FF XII Revenant Wings
  • Eating: cake
  • Drinking: happiness
An extended weekend alone does wonders!
Especially when shopping is involved!
Now I can focus on the important things
instead of being dragged down by the plague of thoughts brought on by such an insignificant person as you :)

Enchanted: best movie ever!
Black Friday: yay for nordstroms dress and yarn!
Saturday: even more yarn and paint set!
Sunday: jewelry!
Monday: sleep!

Things to do:
1.) start drawing again

*awkward turtle*
*awkward moose*
*awkward cow(s)*
*awkward turkey*
*awkward pirate*
*awkward swan*
*awkward loch ness monster*
*awkward ostrich*
*awkward jellyfish*
*awkward whatever else*
that was the dumbest thing to do ever...
i'm really sorry...

You overestimate your self-importance
:)
:)
:)
  • Listening to: Banana Phone
  • Reading: Secret Lives of the U.S. Presidents
  • Watching: Banana Phone
  • Playing: FF XII Revenant Wings
  • Eating: eggs
  • Drinking: soup
It's funny.

When I don't see you I see everything else clearly.

It was absolutely foolish and dumb to ever fall for someone like you.

I won't do it again.

I'll stop right now.

I'm going to forget about you.

Please don't pass me in the halls anymore.

I might forget that I'm forgetting.





"Is it right to be doing this?" she asked, touching the wedding ring on her finger that someone else had given her.
"No," he replied.
They went on kissing.
  • Listening to: That's How You know
  • Reading: Blood and Chocolate
  • Watching: Enchanted
  • Playing: Dragon Quest Monsters: Joker
  • Eating: McDonalds
  • Drinking: orange juice
Tomorrow I will see you again.
/and I did

Tomorrow we will talk.
/and I was wrong

Tomorrow I will laugh.
/and I did

Tomorrow you will smile.
/and I was wrong

For a fleeting instant I will be happy.
/and I believed I was

Then I will come home and realize you've made me into a fool again.
/and I was right

When I'm near you all thought evaporates.
/and they did

When you're away the world spins and crashes.
/and it is

I love you but I hate it.
/and I do







Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

"I miss you" ---> "Stay away from me"
such simple words that hurt so much
  • Listening to: I'm Not That Girl
  • Reading: Les Miserables
  • Watching: Howl's Moving Castle
  • Eating: grapes
You talk too much.  If you really don't want to discuss something you would not invite attention so much.  You put on a play of strange habits to attract attention.  You claim to not be immature, but you are far from mature.

You jump too much.  Your mouth spews rude words like a volcano huffs out ash - constantly and irritatingly.  Who knows when the ash will become fire.  I would rather not be around you when it happens.  Perhaps you should learn to apologize before something bad happens.

You are a show-off.  You hide behind a veil of innocence and indifference, but you know exactly how to attract the eyes of everybody around you.  You like nothing more than the feeling of being praised.  It is almost sickening to watch.

You are pathetic.  You think you have so much going for you, but really you just look foolish.  When you embarrass yourself, it is enough to make others embarrassed too.  Perhaps you could learn to be less self-centered.

You are annoying.  Any idiot can detect your feelings because you broadcast them so bitterly.  You must learn the meaning of no.  You must not be so bratty and childlike.  You must learn how to be a friend before you can expect people to be your friend.

You are useless.  You have no personality and no emotion.  There is nothing more to write about you because you are so boring.

I HATE YOU.  You have no manners.  You are the rudest person I know.  You are an egotistical, self-centered, arrogant little bastard.  Go burn in hell you half-brained fucktard.  I hope you die sad and alone and at your funeral people will spit on your coffin.
Why do you have to be so mean to me...
Today was supposed to be happy...
You ruined it all...

You are mysterious.  You are sometimes frustrating and oftentimes lovable.  You are the only one to have ever made me cry from happiness.  But now the more I think about you, the more disappointed I am.  I hope someday I will be brave enough to tell you everything in person.
wow
this is so cliche
but it feels like a punch in the gut
and now i just want to lie down and sleep and pretend it never happened
erase you from my mind and forget forever

sigh.  it's not that bad if i pretend it's for me.

InvinciChicken: meh
N1tefox: :[
N1tefox: what
InvinciChicken: do you only have talent
InvinciChicken: when other people recognize it
N1tefox: no
InvinciChicken: liar
  • Listening to: imagined voices
  • Reading: Blood and Chocolate
  • Watching: Desperate Housewives
  • Eating: my fingers
  • Drinking: orange juice